We love the polished version of reinvention.
The one with glowing transformation photos, clean slates, clear routines, and everything falling into place like a well-scripted movie montage. But if I’ve learned anything lately, it’s this: real growth is rarely that clean—and never that simple.
This past season? It’s been full of stress, transition, and unexpected change. The kind that sneaks into your routines, chips away at your energy, and leaves you wondering when you last felt grounded.
My discipline? Faded.
My workouts? Inconsistent.
My routines? A shadow of what they were.
And still—this is part of the process.
The Messy Middle Is Where We Grow
When you’re in it—when life feels like one big work-in-progress—it’s easy to think you’ve lost your edge. Or your way. But here’s what I’m reminding myself: growth doesn’t always look like progress. Sometimes it looks like chaos, resistance, or survival.
That doesn’t mean you’re failing.
It means you’re evolving.
The messy middle is the space between who you were and who you’re becoming. It’s where we untangle our habits, reevaluate what we want, and—slowly—start building something better.
Redefining Your “Why” When You’re Tired
Lately, I’ve been going back to the drawing board. Not to throw everything away, but to remember why I started. Because the truth is, you can’t always push through on discipline alone. You need a reason that matters—especially when life feels heavy.
So I’ve been asking myself:
What do I want my days to feel like?
What actually energizes me?
What am I craving more of—and less of?
Sometimes, the answers are quiet. Sometimes they show up mid-walk, or while I’m staring at a coffee mug. But I’m listening. I’m rebuilding. Slowly.
I’ve been going back to the drawing board—redefining what success even means to me right now. If that’s where you are too, you might like this post: Redefining Success: What If It’s Not What You Thought?
Building New Routines (With More Grace and Less Pressure)
If you’re in a similar place, here’s what I’ve found helpful:
Start small. One walk. One workout. One journal entry.
Let go of the “perfect” plan. Just begin—however you can.
Stack your habits. Link something new to something familiar. (Coffee + journaling. Walk + podcast.)
Celebrate consistency over intensity. Show up, even when it’s not pretty. Especially then.
Progress Doesn’t Have to Be Perfect to Count
Maybe you’re redefining success. Maybe you’re in between dreams. Maybe you’re holding everything together with a string of good intentions and a gallon of coffee.
That’s okay.
This part of the journey—the messy, raw, uncertain part—is just as valid as the polished “after.” Maybe more so. Because this is where the real work happens. This is where we show up for ourselves, not because it’s easy… but because we’ve decided we’re worth it.
Want Support While You Redefine?
If you’re rebuilding too, the Life Reinvention Planner or Awaken Your Potential Workbook might be just what you need. They’re not magic, but they will help you make sense of the mess, reconnect with your values, and take one step at a time—on your terms.
You Don’t Have to Have It All Figured Out
You’re allowed to pause. You’re allowed to shift directions. You’re allowed to grow at your own pace.
So if your growth feels more like a scribbled journal than a clean checklist—welcome. You’re not behind.
You’re becoming.
If you’re standing at a crossroads and trying to figure out what’s next, you’re not alone. I wrote more about that in How to Reinvent Your Life at a Crossroads (Even If You’re Scared to Let Go).